Background

(I haven't seen my husband since he surrendered to FMC Fort Worth Prison for a crime he did not commit. This is our first exchange of messages to one another after we saw each other for the first time in almost 10 weeks. Note-I live in Springfield, MO and he is in Fort Worth Federal Medical Center. This drive takes me around 8 hours in my current vehicle.)

Micheal wrote:

Hey My Best Friend and Lover!

When I walked into the room with you, its was like I stepped into another world. I seemed like the last two months was a dream or something and you have been waiting for me the whole time just behind the door. 
Then when you had to leave me, it was one of the hardest feelings I have ever felt. 
It is hard to explain in words how not being with you makes me feel. 
I feel lost, missing, empty, alone, not whole, incomplete, and for sure half hearted!

I am so grateful that I do have you as my lover and partner! 
How thankful I am to have the most loving, loyal, sexy, smart, prudent women as my wife makes me so happy and excited to live another day and fight on another day!

Babe I love you and thank you so much for coming to see me!
I want to be with you but I can see God is working out the perfection of our lives for a greater purpose!

I love you so much babe and I really need you with me!
What else is there in life if you are missing your other half, life is not complete and never will be until I get with you forever again!!!

I Love You Babe 
YOU and ME!!!!

-----Kelsey wrote:
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My beautiful man Michael,

Seeing you was the most incredible feeling I've had in such a long time. The moment I saw you, my heart felt whole again. Leaving you was the hardest thing I didn't want to go. I need to be by your side. I need to listen to your voice, to hear your thoughts, and to feel your presence next to me. Michael, I need every part of you.

You looked so incredibly handsome, and I couldn't stop thinking about how lucky I am to call you my husband. Sometimes, it feels like a dream how can someone so beautiful inside and out be mine? I'm so deeply in love with you, and I can't wait for the day when we'll finally are together for good.

I pray that the next time I see you, I'll be taking you home with me. Seeing your tears breaks my heart into a million pieces. It hurts so much to know what you're going through. But, Michael, you are so strong, so courageous, and I couldn't be prouder of you. You don't deserve these trials, but I see your resilience, and it inspires me every single day.

Verse:"Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends."   1 Corinthians 13:7-8a

I love you more than words can express, and I miss you with all my heart. I'm holding onto the hope that we'll be together soon, baby. Until then, I'm with you in spirit, always.

Yours forever and ever and ever,
Kelsey Ann Sylvara 

P.s. Do not listen to anyone in there about women and wives. No one has a woman like you. I'm all yours always ..muahhhh