Background:
(It’s Michael and my anniversary today, and it’s also my birthday. Honestly, it’s been a tough day. I had hoped for something, anything really, but it feels like it just slipped by unnoticed. It’s hard not to feel invisible sometimes, like people are so wrapped up in their own lives that they forget to look outward.
But in reflecting on it, I realized something. I kind of pre-planned the day to be crappy, and I think that mindset played a big part in how it unfolded. I’ve never really had great birthdays, at least not until I met Michael. He changed that for me, made me feel special in a way I hadn’t before. But this year, with him not here, it was like I slipped back into old habits. I went into the day expecting it to be terrible, and wouldn’t you know it—that’s exactly what happened.
It’s got me thinking about how much power our thoughts and energy have. When we dwell on negative or hurtful feelings, when we surround ourselves with low vibrations, it’s like we’re setting the stage for those same things to happen. What we send out into the world comes back to us. And I sent out a lot of negativity today, both toward myself and the world around me.
I’m not saying it was all in my head, but I do think perspective matters. Maybe if I had approached the day differently, with a little more hope or grace, it wouldn’t have felt so heavy. I’m sharing this because I want to remind myself and others that even when life feels overwhelming, we have the power to shift our own energy. It’s not always easy, but it’s a step toward creating something better.
To those who may have forgotten or overlooked today, I forgive you. And to myself, I’ll try to do better next time. Here’s to learning and hopefully floating on a higher vibration moving forward. ❤️
Back down to another lower vibration: If you are thinking evil thoughts or glad this happened to me: Stay the F***** away from me, my family, my athletes, my friends, and everything about ME! You are not welcome ever!!! Remember, what you think about will put you on that same vibration. I wish you well--Goodbye...)
Me:
Good morning my love,
Happy Anniversary.!!!!! I love you and miss you!
I am my happiest when I’m with you. I’m at my best next to your side. I’m me when you’re happy. I feel free when we are together. I love you! Happy 4 year baby.
Read—You can always tell when someone is going to be successful because they're blatantly different from everything else around them. Without even trying. Their demeanor & energy are different.
That's why having a strong sense of identity is important, because every day the world will try to convince you to be somebody you're not. Authenticity leads to divine order & success.
I hope you have the best day possible. You are the most important person in my world Michael. Do not forget it sweetie. I need you like I need water and air. I have to have you baby…
Verse: “I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life. This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.”
1 John 5:13-15 NIV
You and me my love. Always and forever.
Your loving wife—Kelsey Ann Sylvara
Michael:
Hey Birthday Girl!
Oh Baby, I am so happy, and blessed to be your Husband!!! I am the proudest man in the World to have you as my wife!
You are so pretty, and your body is *** and fine just perfect for me!
You are so amazing, your hard work and faithfulness to God and me and our family makes you a dream come true! God made you perfect smart, beautiful, athletic, loving, caring and loyal my perfect Girl my perfect wife!
Thank you for saying "I Do" and being my perfect wife!!!
I am Blessed!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABY!!!
(You cant read this part!)
I Love you Baby!!!
Happy Birthday
Happy Anniversary My Twin, My Girl, My Lover, My Best Friend, My Soul Mate, My Wife!!!
Thank you babe for being mine!!!
You and Me!!!
XOXXOXOXXXOXXXXXXXXXXX
Me:
I am so blessed to be your wife and partner my love. I am so glad you find me so attractive because you made me to look this way. Perfect for you and me.
I do love your dreams and reality’s.
Next year’s anniversary, we will do something really fun for our 5 year. I just want to travel the world with you and be with you side by side, hand and hand, in deep meaningful and beautiful conversations—happy and in so much love with one another. With complete harmony and peace overflowing our being. God blesses us with health, beauty, love, happiness, longevity, abundance, and divine wisdom.
I want this with you for the rest of our lives, my love….. you and me always.
To many many many more years married together in love.
Your wife and best friend— Kelsey Ann Sylvara
Michael:
Dear Kelsey,
I laid in bed for hours last night and this morning thinking about what I could do to make you happy and happier.
Thoughts like if I got you a gift for your Birthday that would of made you happy but you have all the money to buy what you want and if its a gift that makes you happy we are missing the truth about our love and life.
What can I do for you?
I worked my whole life to set you and the kids up to be happy, healthy, wealthy and successful during this time.
What else can I do?
Kelsey Ann Sylvara you are reaping the fruits of a 40 years of work, vision, failures, triumphs, suffering, understanding, persistent, and unconditional love for you and my family and the kids of Play It Forward.
I understand you want me next to you and you are missing me as I miss you!
If we are of one flesh and I feel the same way about not being with you but I can stay more positive with just being in prison and being able to talk to you, is it too much for you to stay positive with all you have in this season while you have so much to praise God for in all matters..?
I Love you more then words can text or say and that is easy to see...
I don't want to waste one more day of our lives with not be thankful in all moments. Even when it is hardest to thankful that is the time WE NEED to be the most thankful!
* If people are understood to be spirits who have fallen from the divine realm and become entrapped to matter in the prisons of their material bodies. Salvation, according to this perspective, comes to those who learn the truth of their plight and so are enabled to escape this impoverished material existence by acquiring the knowledge necessary for salvation.
Jesus is The One who conveys this Knowledge.
11: Jesus said, "this heaven will pass away, and the one above it will pass away. The dead are not alive, and the living will not die. In the days when you consumed what is dead, you made it what is alive. When you come to dwell in the light, what will you? On the day when you were one you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"
I will send you 3 more to find the meaning in the next message.
I Love You BABY!
YOU AND ME!!!
XOXOXOXOX
Me:
I went straight to sleep after I talked to you. I was very upset with myself and my emotions. I believe that's why I woke up and felt better and lighter because I prayed about it and know that I had already preplanned that the day was going to be crappy and therefore it was. You don't need to buy me anything? I have never asked for anything (goods/presents/flower) from you darling
Babe, just forgive me and I'm with you, I'm sorry.
I love you darling
Michael:
Honey Sweet,
I Love you and as long as your my wife I will always forgive you and that is forever so get over yourself!
Of course its me and you, you and me what else is there? Someone else for you? Someone else for me?
That just sounds stupid really and babe we are growing together.
When I was 36 I did things that I wouldn't do now or there are things I said that I wouldn't say now because I have grown to be a better Man, Husband, Dad, Uncle, Brother, etc....
Another day closer and another day wiser thats all baby. Just stay with me PMA....
I Love you and I am with you babe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!